a semi-goodbye


so…i sincerely apologize for the gap between this and my last post.

a lot of stuff has happened to me, and a lot of stuff is still happening or will happen soon.

i have depression, anxiety, and post-traumatic stress disorder.

and in a few hours, i will go into my very first session of treatment of something called neuro feedback.

one thing i have to do so i actually get cured and remove negative electrodes and whatnot is cut down screen time.

i’m talking a half hour a day, for a few months.

that means my posts will be incredibly rare, but it’s all for the best.

as for why i have hardly posted…

i’m not feeling well emotionally, and i never want to post when i’m like that.

with depression, it’s either i feel nothing or i feel too much. when i feel nothing, i have nothing to talk about. when i feel everything, i shouldn’t talk about it. if i write a post dedicated to it, it’s far too negative. and i really struggle to write about better things in that mindset.

you know?


this is a semi-goodbye.


and hopefully, soon i’ll be better.

do great things, live your lovely days to the fullest, and have wonderful lives.

see you sometime.




8 thoughts on “a semi-goodbye

  1. I’ve suffered from depression and anxiety at times myself, so understand how debilitating it can be. I admire your candor, Victoria, and I sincerely wish you luck in sorting things out and getting stronger mentally and emotionally.

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