so…i sincerely apologize for the gap between this and my last post.
a lot of stuff has happened to me, and a lot of stuff is still happening or will happen soon.
i have depression, anxiety, and post-traumatic stress disorder.
and in a few hours, i will go into my very first session of treatment of something called neuro feedback.
one thing i have to do so i actually get cured and remove negative electrodes and whatnot is cut down screen time.
i’m talking a half hour a day, for a few months.
that means my posts will be incredibly rare, but it’s all for the best.
as for why i have hardly posted…
i’m not feeling well emotionally, and i never want to post when i’m like that.
with depression, it’s either i feel nothing or i feel too much. when i feel nothing, i have nothing to talk about. when i feel everything, i shouldn’t talk about it. if i write a post dedicated to it, it’s far too negative. and i really struggle to write about better things in that mindset.
this is a semi-goodbye.
and hopefully, soon i’ll be better.
do great things, live your lovely days to the fullest, and have wonderful lives.
see you sometime.